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Grave

from pandemonium by Pestarzt

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Black thoughts in head

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it doesn't get any further
even if i try
everything slowly disappears
life pain suffering
every things numb
I do not leave a trail behind me
nor memories to be shared
I didn't want to harm anyone
nor to make them suffer
i am rotten in side
my body doesn't listen to me
there is no exit

as a road without end
I'm awake dreaming of a nightmares
experiencing the same pain
again and again
i don't have any of my own
I'm staying alone
abandoned by life
without trusting anyone

black thoughts split my head
Depression is boiling in me
closed in 4 walls
agony cuts me in parts

why is this way
don't I deserve something better?
I'm pretending to be deaf,
I don't want to hear it
To hear the honest answers
I neglect myself
left close ones
Hope that somebody will remember me
when my unmarked grave withers

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from pandemonium, released April 16, 2019

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Pestarzt Sombor, Serbia

We are Pestarzt, born from the ashes of fallen ones and the suffering of the living.These are our lives, these are our stories.Beware of the plague, beware of the sign... All of us are born just to die.
Established in august 2014

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